Update

Well I was told my testosterone level is fine and so no further progress, which was a disappointment. Interesting how there are scenarios in which you want something to be wrong with you! Went to the Dr. today and upped my latest medication.
I have had a more difficult week with OCD. It can really affect my daily life such as little appetite and no interest in anything but sleep. But I'm doing okay now I believe. I touched up on my OCD knowledge to help. I was telling Katie on our trip that I'm the hardest one to convince I have OCD and have to keep reminding myself; Imagine your brain telling your emotions something miserable and attaching to some random thought or action. Today has been a day of victory though in telling myself that the emotions have NOTHING to do with the content my brain says they are connected to, which has been helping. It's like having your brain sabotaging you.
I would like to post some excerpts from my book "Brain Lock" to give you more insight on this bizarre disorder, as it's hard enough for even me to understand, but a little tired; will do soon.